In My Dark Room

In my dark room,
I sit and brood,
All the things I didn't
Do and i have could,

Then I wonder,
Why I should,
What's the good in it
Why wouldn't it be yet another shit

What Am I Doing ?

Oh I am kidding

Is what I say when i am serious

I seem pathetic and in pain

When all i try to do is have senses regained

All i want is to talk

and i scare away people

and when i wish for a walk

it seems i am a cripple

And its not true

I am an idiot

But no evidence i produce

Testify it

Yesterday i lost so much

Yesterday was beautiful

Today i lost even more

Today i wish for a hope

It broke and i heard music

I lied and i believed in it

I see truth now

It looks like a shit

I wish i hadn't lied

And i would have wished i lied

Its a beautiful nightmare

A dream which never died

How I wish for a light

which isn't of a firefly

How i wish it might

It might happen this time

Why ? Why do

I run

I erase

I rewrite

and i forget

Oh my !

What am I doing ?

Such A Bright Light

The shadow of her face

Against such a bright light

I knew it will shine me

But I covered my face

It was such a bright light

That Sparkled her eyes

I knew I could have seen my reflection in it

But I closed my eyes

It was such a bright light

That colored her smile

I knew it would paint my heart

But I lost the brush

It was such a bright light

Turn Me Into Ashes

Walking on a long road,

I wish there was something I could board,

But the journey has to be made alone,

The bliss of goal would hide all the moan.

The wind is strong,

The sun blazing,

I am turning into ashes,

Falling down underneath the earth,

And it feels like an endless fall,

Surrounded with never ending wall,

Hope sounds alien,

There are questions.

Answer is a random lettered word,

They turned me into a bird,

A caged bird.

They laughed and faces were made.

Turn me into ashes, I said

They don't know I'm a Phoenix.

Bliss of Insanity

Two face,

In a race,

One runs ahead,

One creates the maze.

I laugh, I cry

I give up, i try,

It makes me so happy,

My head becomes sloppy,

The maze was clear now,

Its a new beginning I know,

Why it seems like an end ?

This always has been the trend.

Crazy... Crazy

This frenzy,

Not again,

This pain ,

I feel so insane,

The race never ends,

The joy never fades,

The pain never eliminates,

Do you feel ,

The Bliss of insanity ?

Proof That Nobody is Chuck Norris

A Nobody - Somebody- Everybody - Chuck Norris Problem

(Copied from Uncyclopedia :D)

So we all know that

(1) Nobody can defeat Chuck Norris

(2) In a fight between Somebody and Nobody , Somebody must win

(3) Everybody can defeat Somebody

(4) Chuck Norris can defeat Everybody

So we have

Chuck Norris can defeat Everybody which can defeat Somebody which wins over Nobody

Hence (5) Chuck Norris can defeat Nobody

(1) and (5) implies Nobody is Chuck Norris

Why does it always rain when u don't have an umbrella ?

This may have happened with many of us . It happened with me today. The story goes as usual.

Bought a new umbrella last week. Carried it all along but always when it wasn't raining. It rained at night and at times I was disconnected from the external network (i.e. conscious world).

After a week of caution , I finally relaxed it won't rain while I am carrying it.

So went for dinner. Had a nice (I would rather say a bad one as it was @ Billu's . The roti there and leather have similar elastic properties. and the oil must have been atleast used 100 times before they cooked the PBM (paneer butter masala) I got after an almost never ending wait. ) dinner. Went out to Puri gate for a Real Fruit Juice (I hope its really real) .

And there it goes ...

Shooting and falling like bullets in a war... every drop of rain had me as the target.

And why ??? Because I wasn't carrying an umbrella today !!

How mean !!! (of whoever up there is controlling the flow of water in the clouds)

But I enjoyed it. After all I got wet in the rain after so long. It felt really good ;)