Is what I say when i am serious
I seem pathetic and in pain
When all i try to do is have senses regained
All i want is to talk
and i scare away people
and when i wish for a walk
it seems i am a cripple
And its not true
I am an idiot
But no evidence i produce
Testify it
Yesterday i lost so much
Yesterday was beautiful
Today i lost even more
Today i wish for a hope
It broke and i heard music
I lied and i believed in it
I see truth now
It looks like a shit
I wish i hadn't lied
And i would have wished i lied
Its a beautiful nightmare
A dream which never died
How I wish for a light
which isn't of a firefly
How i wish it might
It might happen this time
Why ? Why do
I run
I erase
I rewrite
and i forget
Oh my !
What am I doing ?
